Testing...

I've been asked to test some toys and write reviews, so I picked the products I wanted to test and I'm now eagerly awaiting Mr Postman. He has to come all the way from the States so it might take him a while, but I rush home from work each night in the hopes that there's a package waiting for me (not the postman's, just wanted to make that clear!).

I shall also be writing reviews for porn. I've never actually watched a whole movie before, so this should be quite an experience! I've seen a couple of short scenes but that's about it. Watching a whole movie has been on my to do list for some time now, I've just never got around to it.

I'll write more about my extensive(!) testing as soon as get my goodies. In the meantime, have fun this weekend!

No Sex...

The last few months have been very difficult for me following my decision (you can read about it here). I've battled on though and now things are returning to normal.

With the exception of one thing. My sex life is practically non-existent. Ever since the abortion my OH has gone all weird on me. He won't hug or kiss me anymore unless I ask him to, and he won't initiate sex. In fact, if I initiate it he almost always says he's not in the mood. The number of times we've had sex since Christmas I can count on one hand (minus a couple of fingers!).

I've tried talking to him about this, but he says nothing's wrong. Either that, or he acts like he didn't hear me say anything. Am I doing something wrong? Am I missing something blindingly obvious? Am I over-reacting? Arrgh. Someone, please, put me out of my misery.

My Collection...

I'm beginning to tire of my toy collection. Not that I don't like using them (hell no, I'm addicted!), but there isn't much variety as my collection is very small. I've heard great things about the Njoy, but I'm not sure if you can get those here in the UK. I'll have to have a hunt on the interweb.

Back in a bit...

OK, now I'm gonna rant. I cannot find one single stockist in the UK! What's that about? Don't the people at Njoy know that there are women the world over who are desperate to own their goodies? If you're from Njoy and you're reading this, please PLEASE do something about this right now!

Rant over. Guess I'll have to settle for something ordinary. Hmmph.